Laziness is a trait of character I have hard time to understand. I don't want to place myself above the feeling, but I can't grasp the concept of stillness. As soul killing as work might be, I have hard time to imagine myself leisuring through my days,drinking and waiting for the grim reaper to come get me. If there is nothing to live for, nothing to anticipate but quiet stillness, what good is living.
This week I booked what was left to do on the next Fight Quest card, I kicked back in the master degree, in Solace, I've went through Dennis Lehane's Coronado, hacked a good way into my literaty tension manual, trained, gave class and got my dog in for neutering surgery. This week was packed as all hell, tomorrow will be one of these long and stressful Fight Quest days where everything can go wrong at any moment. I feel good about all this. This is how every week should be. Barely eeking out the mountain of daily chores. I'm currently in this quiet focus phase where everything in sight is an assignment waiting to be taken down. Life should be like that.
Always.
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